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Friday, April 21, 2006

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI

'm tripping on words

You've got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

Everything he does is beautiful

Everything he does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?

And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

~You and Me - Lifehouse~

*with few change*

2:26 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

12:41 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

What have you done today to make yourself proud?

-taken from Oprah Winfrey Show

Qoute di atas bener-bener buat gw kesentak. Apa ya yang gw telah lakukan hari ini untuk membuat diri gw bangga? Oprah sendiri bilang, kita ga harus buat hal besar untuk buat orang bahagia misalnya senyum manis ke orang yang kita kenal atau ngebantu orang lain yang lagi kesusahan. That small thing can make us proud to ourself. Tetapi, kalo kita punya kemampuan buat ngelakuin hal yang besar dalam ngebantu org lain, why not? Kita ambil contoh aja kayak Oprah. Dia lewat show-nya ngebantu 1 orang wanita dgn 8 orang anak dan nenek mereka buat beliin mereka sebuah rumah karena rumah mereka yang dulu nggak layak tinggal untuk 10 orang dan mau biayain kedelapan orang anak wanita itu bisa sekolah sampe ke perguruan tinggi. And Oprah, I'm sure, she has proud to herself can do that. Nonton show Oprah yang ini tuntas buat airmata gue ngalir. Gw sampe nanya ke diri gw, How this person can do this such a funtastic things? Emang kita semua ga bisa kayak Oprah but if we have chance to help other people, why we don't grabbed it? You don't have to make big thing but if we do small thing with love, I'm sure that small thing can be a big thing to people whom we help.

Well, I got a very touching lesson today

and

I hope all of U who have read this post can got this very precious lesson in your life too.

1:20 PM

Funny..
Love can be this hard..
If know will be happen like this,
I don't want to feel it...
-after got stuck in complicated mind on HIM

8:21 AM

Monday, April 10, 2006

Hilang...
Sepi...
Sunyi...
Aku..
Benci.

Lima kata yang tertulis di blogku. Lima kata yang menggambarkan keadaanku saat ini. Lima kata yang aaarrgghh!!

Kadang bingung juga kenapa perasaan seperti itu harus melandaku. confused..confused..

Sambil menikmati sore di teras rumah dan mendengarkan lagu kesukaanku seharusnya itu jadi sore yang indah tapi ternyata tidak. Ingat dia lagi. Dia. Cuma dia yang bisa buat aku kayak gini..Kapan ini akan berakhir? I'm sick of all this!

Ingin jalan tapi sesuatu menahanku di tempat.

Sesuatu.

Tidak tahu apa itu.

Cinta? Aku rasa bukan.

Benci? Agak mendekati.

Sepi? Itu pernah terpikirkan.

Dan apa itu?! Batinku berteriak.

Aku menutup kedua telingaku dan menggeleng.

Aku tak tahu! Teriakku.

Hhh...Helaan napas lelah keluar dari mulutku.

Aku berdiri dari lantai dan pergi ke dapur kecilku. Membuat teh kesukaanku, milk tea. Kuharap itu bisa membuatku tenang dan bisa berpikir jernih atas masalah ini.

Aku kembali ke teras rumah, berhadapan lagi dengan laptopku. Tanganku bergerak di atas keyboard, menuliskan alamat blog seseorang.

Alamat blog dia.

Sekarang blog itu terpampang di kedua mataku. Aku membaca isinya. Sambil menyeruput teh, kubaca puisi tentang seorang wanita yang sangat dia cintai. Puisi itu membuatku tenggelam. Sedalam itukah Dia mencintainya? Adakah cinta seperti itu? Kuletakkan tehku. Kuteruskan membaca. Membaca hingga hatiku terasa sakit akan cinta di dalam puisi itu.

Kurasakan setitik air mengenai lenganku.

Aku menatap langit sore.

Hujan.

Aku berdiri dan menengadahkan tanganku, merasakan lembutnya titik-titik air yang jatuh di atas telapak tanganku. Tak lama, aku sudah berada di luar rumah, berdiri di bawah hujan. Dengan kepala tertunduk, airmataku pun mengalir.

Berharap hujan membawa pergi perasaanku untuk Dia.

Selamanya.

-Just wanna made something different about my feeling

5:27 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sebuah lagu yang buat gw jatuh cinta dari pertama kali denger...The words in this song really has meaning for me..Hopu U all can enjoy it..

KISS FROM A ROSE - Seal

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh,
The more I get of you,
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
...And if I should fall along the way
I've been kissed by a rose
...been kissed by a rose on the grey.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

4:03 PM

Well...welcome to my star. Bintang ini nggak bener-bener ada di angkasa luar yang harus pake tabung oksigen untuk pergi ke sana ^^ tapi bintang ini ada di dalam diri kita dan tentunya punya warna sinar berbeda-beda juga.Kebetulan aja warna sinar bintang gw biru karna gw demen warna biru so I called it Bintang Biru.

Pernah baca dan denger Quote seperti ini? 'setiap manusia mempunyai sebuah bintang di dalam dirinya'. Tidak setiap orang bisa melihat pancaran dari sebuah sinar. Yang bisa melihat pancaran itu hanya yang bener-bener memperhatikan kita contohnya : keluarga, sahabat, dan beberapa orang yang benar-benar ada di sekeliling kita. Dan jika sinar ini menarik seseorang masuk lebih dalam ke tempatnya, that's what I called LOVE. Pengen bukti? Sayang sekali bukti itu nggak nyata..bukannya ga percaya sesuatu yang real tapi bukti yang satu ini bener-bener ga bisa dilihat kasat mata tapi through heart.Terlalu romantis? yah...mau dipungkiri atau tidak, di dalam diri manusia pasti ada bagian itu walaupun kadang-kadang kita ga sadar.

Sekali lagi, welcome to my star...
dan met jalan-jalan di bintang biru gw ini ^^

3:06 PM